feeling major

I hate professors who are feeling major. One of my minor subjects professor is feeling major. She is so fat and I hate her. She makes my life miserable with her everyday assignments and her terrifying and confusing graded recitation. I hate her for being so KJ. She forces us to recite so she can give us a grade but almost all my professors give us 100 percent even if we are not really reciting. I really hate her! She is so pa major. My professor in my major subject is so funny and I like him, ooppss..her pala…ay him…hehe…he;s gay and I like him. He I so considerate unlike the feeling major professor that is so fat with big rounded eyes and her skin is so black because of her fatness. I wish I won’t encounter a professor like her next semester.

single again

Sometimes I want to be single again so that I will start to live on my own and do things that I like without him. Being in a relationship is hard because its true that your social life will be lessen because he will be the one to fill your social life. Him only and that’s boring. But sometimes I think that my life is created to be with him. It has to see myself alone again without him and it will be too hard to accept it when we decided to separate ways and I hope it won’t happen. But I always pray for the answers and I will accept what God wants for me because I know that it will be the best for me.

bakekang

Joel’s **** is so irritating that I want to kill her. Sorry for being so mean but that’s what I feel. Being a ****, she have to be a guardian to Joel because she took the responsibility of taking care of him as Joel’s parents are at the province. But that’s not what she’s doing, maybe she feeds him but Joel’s parents are giving her something and beside she is a **** and they have the same blood so its supposed to be her will to feed him. This semester, she don’t give Joel his allowance and I understand Joel for not asking because I know that he is really shy and he knows the attitude of that stupid and very selfish ****. I hate her because she’s the only **** that practices that attitude towards her *****. Awwww! I will just end it here although I have many things to say about her.

iah evangelista only

I got my BDO ATM card but I was disappointed with it because my name is not complete. I want it to be complete so that I can feel that it is really mine(hehe..choosy pa e noh). Unfortunately I won’t use it but rather I need to put more savings. I wish I could already earn from this blog but I think it will take time because I can’t make a post on weekdays because I’m so busy with my studies and that’s my priority. Hopefully I can pass the requirements of the pay u2 blog because I’m really excited to have assignments like tita. Maybe if I pass and started the assignments, I will make sure to do all of it because I want to earn on my own and it was happy to do something that you know you will be paid from your own effort.

whatever

I am the most plastic person today. It all happened when I forcefully accept the invitation of ???? ????? to go with them at a seminar for a business. I won’t tell it anymore to be unbiased. We attended the first seminar and it lasts for two hours. First it was okay but then after that, there was the second set of people and ???? ????? told us to stay and listen again. My mood shifted to the most terrible mood I’ve ever had. I got really irritated and I want to go home but I can’t. I almost cry because I really wanted to go home. It is Saturday and I‘m supposed to be enjoying. I hate the concept of the business because its too risky knowing that I am just a college student and I cant sll the retailer sim to my classmates. I know its not for me. Going back to what I said earlier, I was so plastic because I smile when she talks to me even if I’m irritated. I really need to, to show her my respect.

wants and my need

I want to write about my wants (luxuries) because I can’t have it now but I know I will be having all of it 3 to 4 years later. I want to collect different brand of watches but hopefully I can buy the white wrist Skechers. I also want to have a DS, sounds like I’m a kid but that will satisfy my cravings. I want to have a signature perfume, I won’t tell the brand anymore because I forget how to spell it. And I also want different brand of clothing and bags and shoes. HAHA…I’m so materialistic but I know that I won’t take it all to heaven. I just want to have all of it to increase my happiness just a little. But I’d be happy to have someone to support my studies except mama and papa. I mean someone who will voluntarily help me pay the school expenses and tuition fees. If God give me the person, I will make sure that it will be worth it.

June 21.2010

I just thought about my relationship with Joel. I am not sure if we are meant to be. Hopefully God will help me seek the answers of my questions. I like Joel so much now compared last year. He changed a little and I like it. We act more mature na than before. I hope he’s always like that. there is something bothering me and I can’t explain here what is it. It’s about him going to his province after his graduation. Sometimes I wish that he will fail his subjects so that he can’t graduate that early. Aww…..I’m so selfish! But that’s what I feel. I hope God will me give me the strength to the future consequences .