simple question

I was called in the recitation in history today. I am not satisfied with my answer because that bwisit na professor ask about what did the sepulturero( a man that cleans the cemetery or it someone in the cemetery) said to Ibarra that will point out that Padre Damaso is the one who commanded that the body of Don Rafael(father of Ibarra should be buried in a Chinese cemetery). I was so irritated about the question. I forgotten about it because it was taught when I was in third year high school and it was too specific question. I really want to slap her that time. The questions of my other classmates were too easy like who is Sisa? Describe the character blah blah blah. I hate her so much!

finally

I force myself to get up this morning. I didn’t want to go to school. i want to sleep more because I can’t sleep last night. I am sleeping but my head is not. I don’t know what I’m thinking about but I know I am sleeping while thinking of something. I force myself to listen to the professors. On my economics subject, I just think about our relationship. Well, I came up to a decision; I decided to just ignore him. If he want to break up then be it I ill not be that affected anymore. in the past few weeks, I feel like I don’t want to see him and I’m too tired to understand him. I just can’t leave him because I’m the only one who can lean on to. His family is at the province but now that he’s giving me a headache, I would just do what he wants me to do. if he wants to be separated then be it. he is not a lost. Maybe I would gain something if that happens. I am now ready and happy for what I’ve decided. Thank God.

death anniversary

Today is the death anniversary of my mom’s father. we went to Tondo so early because there will be a lunch gathering(or whatever you call that). it was not that fun but I just thought about what we are celebrating that’s why I’m not supposed to have fun for we are celebrating the death of my grand father. My brother and I are not fond of the Centeno family because we didn’t grow up with them. We are raised here in Mandaluyong in the house of my father’s that is why we are too quiet when we are with the Centeno family. Though, the Centeno family is very kind to us especially to my mom. My mom’s mother is so helpful, she always give to those who are in need without asking for anything. We call her Nanay. She always helps my mother when we are in need. She always gives us something that would satisfy our need and she won’t let us pay. I hope God will give her more time because my mother will be too sad if we lose her.

letter to the dean

I will just share the letter that i have maid for the dean of college of business administration in UE. It is not perfect but it is just a sample for the students who are taking up subjects that requires thesis.




Pamantasan ng Silangan
Kolehiyo ng mga
FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT
2219 Claro M. Recto, Manila



Bb. Elizalde
Dean, College of Business Administration
University of the East, Manila

Mahal na Dekana :

Kami po ang mga maaaral na nasa seksiyon B5C ng asignaturang Pagbasa at Pagsulat sa Iba’t Ibang Disiplina sa ilalim ng pagtuturo ni Propesor Rosalie G. Yap ay humihingi ng pahintulot na makapamahagi ng talatanungan (survey questionnaire) sa mga mag-aaral ng College of Business Administration.

Ang mga impormasyong matitipon ay aming gagamitin para sa isang pananaliksik na may pamagat na: “ Epekto ng E-Learning sa pag-aaral ng mga Mag-aaral ng Business Administration ng Pamantasan ng Silangan sa Maynila Taong Panuruan 2010-2011”.

Kalakip po ng liham na ito ay ang aming sample questionnaire na ipapamahagi sa aming mga respondent.

Lubos po ang aming pag-asa na mapagbibigyan ang aming kahilingan.

Maraming salamat po.


Lubos na Gumagalang,


IAH MARIE C. EVANGELISTA


Pinagtibay ni:


ROSALIE G. YAP

nothing

I was quietly thinking about our relationship today. I got angry because he didn’t even take note of what I said. I was so angry that I don’t reply on his texts. I think and think and think. I realized that was not so happy with him last few weeks and he keeps doing his mistakes and I am tired of understanding his immaturity. I slept without a single reply and then he just texts and texts and texts me and I don’t want to reply because I don’t have something to say. I hope God will guide me on my decisions about him. Sometimes I feel like he was just a headache that needs to be vanished. I think I am a little ready when the time comes that I need to break our relationship.

not so important

I lied to him this day. I said that I don’t have a class today because my professors have gone to attend a meeting. I lied because I don’t want to wait for him until 5pm. My class for this day ends at 1030am and I am sure that if I said that I want to go home early, he will just be so disappointed and didn’t want to talk to me. I was just avoiding misunderstandings and I don’t want to have a fight with him. I am very tired to have a non sense fight with him. You see, I am adjusting my level of maturity to his level. I am more mature compared to him and being a mature person, I need to level up with his maturity to avoid fights and misunderstanding. Men are late bloomer when it comes to the level of maturity. He is a kind of guy that is very hard to handle but day’s passes quickly that I learn how to cope with him. Maybe someday he’ll realize his stupidity.

i am crazy

Being a girl is not easy. Sometimes I can’t understand myself. There are times when something came into me that I feel like my life is so miserable even though it is not. I feel so crazy sometimes that I want something but I can’t point out what it is. this day, I have this feeling of anger and sadness that I want to cry but there is nothing to cry into and I don’t have the reason to cry. When I was listening to the lecture of my professor in business math, I feel like I was listening because I get what she’s saying and then after her lecture, I feel like I was wakened up and I was so surprise that I get the lesson but I think I was not on my mind. I think it’s difficult to understand what I’m saying but that’s it. I was not on my mind even though I respond to situations.