When love comes

November 19, 2012

It’s Joel and I’s 4^th year and 9^th month. I am really happy to know that WE are still in the existence. I am really thankful to God that He gave me Joel. I am really lucky to have him. There are times that I wanted to give up but it would always shift to not giving up. He’s ALL a woman could ask for although there are some traits that you would not love about him but he’s GOOD! I believe that there is no perfect man in this world but I consider him close to perfect. There are negative sides of him but positive side still takeover. I really wanted to write about Joel today. I am in the mood of writing. Joel is the quietest guy I met in this world. He is nice and very quiet. He does not criticize. He does not boast. He knows how to cook, clean the house, do the laundry and all housekeeping works. He knows when to show off. To summarize his good qualities as a guy I would say he is NICEST person I have ever known. Let’s go to his dark side. I would say he is the sweetest guy out of all the sweetest guys in this world BUT! DO NOT EVER MAKE HIM ANGRY because you’ll regret messing up with him. He is shy. He is not sweet when we’re in public. Hmmm, I think that’s all his bad side. See? His positive side prevails. I wonder if he’s the man God wanted me to be with. I hope he is because I really love him.

In God's perfect time

November 16, 2012

Supposedly today was my BPI exam and interview but I did not attend because I was not feeling well and also there’s something in me na I should wait na lang for Security Bank to call me. Nag isip ako the whole day about it and I asked other people’s opinion but they were puling me down. I mean I want to hear positive but they give negative feedbacks so I was upset the whole day. I was so happy yesterday but it went down to negative because of other people’s feedback. Grabe noh? That’s life! CRAB MENTALITY kung baga. So anyway, talagang nag isip ako today. I also prayed! I went up with a decision na I WILL  accept the offer of Security Bank regardless of the compensation package that they will offer me and regardless of how small this bank is compared to the top ten banks. WHY? I realize that this is God’s will. His perfect place for me. This is what He wants me to be. Habang wala pang tawag for the job offer, I won’t consider myself na hired na although she said I’m hired but I needed confirmation. Kaya nga siguro I’m not that excited pa kasi there’s no proof na hired na ko diba pero nakakainis na narinig ko sa kanya na hired na ko. WAAH! Alam mo yun?! Yung feeling nay un! Tsk! I will wait until Friday for the call.